boom! i'm back fellas!
udah lama ga update blog karena aku sibuk. Dan, emang have nothing to share at here sih.
So, apa yang membuat aku kembali kesini lagi?
of course, because i have something to share at here and i'll promise, its not about love anymore.
Cukup lah ngebaca blog ini yang isinya galau karena cinta.
Tapi mungkin aku akan sedikit flashback dan update aja siapa sih yang ada di hati aku.
hmmmm, to be honest, there's no one who fill my heart right now.
Why? Cause i'm looking for any person who will fit for me, to accompany me till the rest of my life.
Simple isn't it?
That's why, if you gonna check this blog again, you'll find how different the contents of this blog than a few months ago.
So, for my boys, i give you this code and you can try to reach my heart. *looks like i'm over confidence* *phew*
Let's continue to the main contents.
Why this date? Why this day? and Why right now?
Actually, i don't really know.
My heart just blowing up so hard without any reason.
Oh geez, maybe this blog gonna be a random stuff again.
So, i'll try to type at here what i'm gotta share.
Sepertinya, aku ingin menceritakan seseorang yang sangat bikin aku wow (dan please, tenang aja, ini bukan masalah cinta. Ga ada hukumnya kan kalau aku ga boleh cerita tentang temen aku? nyaw).
Sebut saja dia Tomoya.
I knew him around 2 years ago. Dan yang spesial dari ini, kami kenal lewat ask.fm.
Dasarnya aku suka iseng dan kepo pas dulu, yeah, tiba-tiba aja aku kenal si tomoya ini.
Kita cuma ngobrol via chat, yang tadinya dari skype, bbm, dan akhirnya sekarang kita aktif chat di line.
Tomoya ini different. Aku gatau bedanya dimana, tapi ya, i just feel that.
Biasanya tuh kalo di line, kita chat seputaran anime. Yeah, we have a same world and same hobby.
Mulai dari bener, sampe random. Semuanya ada di chat line kita.
Hanya satu yang ga ada. Masing-masing dari kita sepertinya belom ada yang curhat tentang masalah pribadi sampai intense banget, ya ga sih?
Ah yeah, i'm forget, aku dan dia selama 2 tahun kenal, ga pernah sekalipun ketemu face to face.
Itu kerennya kami. Udah sering ngerencanain ketemuan, but, yeah. Waktu nya bentrok dan sebagainya. Terlebih dari sisi aku yang super sibuk sana sini.
But, after 2 years, one moment has bring us to meet each other.
Tapi momen ini, sangat ga tepat. *Gomen ne tomoya if i bring this stuff in here*
Bukan ga tepat, tapi, ya... Difficult to write it down sih. haha
His brother has passed away since 13 oct. The second little brother (am i right?)
Dan itu yang bikin kami ketemu. Hari rabu yang lalu, it's our first met.
I've decided to go to the funeral home and yeah. We met.
Aku gatau apa yang membuat aku untuk memutuskan ke sana.
Kasarnya, aku sama tomoya ga pernah ketemu. Kenal sama keluarganya aja ga.
Lantas, kenapa aku bela-belain pergi kesana?
Once again, i don't know why.
I just feel, i want to see the boy who be loved by Tomoya for the first and last time *and this is what i've said to tomoya*
I just want to be there when they need me. Even they don't need me, at least, i'll always be there.
Begitu pula terhadap tomoya. I just want to be there and i'll said, that's what friend are for, right?
well, first time i met him in that situation, i amazed how he looks so strong in front of everyone.
And he looks like his Dad, maybe, he is a duplicated from his Dad. *this is just my humble opinion*
Every night after i visit at there, i always chat with him cause i'm very worry about his condition and his family too. But looks like, he is all right.
Today, adiknya di kremasi and then, i rush out from my office to go there.
Dan ya.... our second met, dan akhirnya, sedikit lebih jauh aku mengerti tentang tomoya.
Seorang kakak sulung yang loyal sama adik-adiknya meskipun dia cowo (biasanya kalo saudara cowo suka ga respect sama saudaranya) (dan abis ini muncul protes sepertinya ke aku)
yeah, but, yang aku liat emang rata-rata seperti itu.
Tapi tomoya, ya, dia sangat loyal dan dia bener-bener sayang sama keluarganya.
100 points for you. Once again, you amazed me.
Hari ini pun akhirnya, kita coba ngobrol face to face dan lebih coba untuk akrab satu sama lain.
Dan ternyata, tomoya yang di chat dengan tomoya yang di depan mata langsung beda.
Yap, beda. Tomoya yang didepan mata jauh lebih kocak, baik, friendly, yeah and more.
For tomoya, i don't know why i write about you in my blog.
Maybe i just want to share to the reader, one person from my friends yang unik.
Bukan cuma karakter kamu, tapi bagaimana kita ketemu dan bagaimana pertemanan kita tetep berjalan meskipun kita ga pernah ketemu secara langsung.
You know? You are the greatest brother i've ever meet. You are amazing. Really
I'm very grateful that we can met each other and be a f*ck**g awesome friend till now.
Stay strong ya my dearest friend. I know you can pass this challenge and with your family too. You can get up again after this lost.
Mungkin, ini aja yang bisa aku ceritain disini, karena jujur aja, agak sedikit bingung mau cerita apa.
Jadi ya, aku cerita aja tentang seorang temen yang emang hebat.
Intinya sih, tentang friendship aja. Menurut aku, cara masing-masing individu bertemu itu berbeda dan pastinya bukan sebuah kebetulan. Bukan begitu, tomoya?
PS : Tomoya is a main character from clannad. One of our favorite anime. The best anime ever
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